I did pretty bad in terms of blogging my thoughts =P. I have a lot more thoughts than this that I want to share, but I'll post these up for now. And no, I'm not racist. I've just been in the Asian circle for too long >.<.
Tuesday, December 28 @ 12:11 PM
It’s been interesting. It feels a bit awkward, since I know less than like 5 people. It’s pretty different from the CCF environment. Maybe I’m too used to there being people who will ensure I’m doing okay? Haha guess I’m not frosh anymore =P. Or maybe cause there’s so many white people LOLZ.
I slept with a white dude last night. No lies. I was glad it was warm enough though, so that we didn’t have to lie down together to keep each other warm.
I think one thing about me is that there are not a lot of topics I’m interested in talking about outside of Christ. My standard out-of-context joking and Taylor Swift remarks are just not the most ideal topic starters. I unno – I should really take up a hobby or something that will change that. A catalyst that will lower my activation energy so that bonds are more readily formed.
Nothing big from the talks has hit me yet, but there were an interesting quote (paraphrased) – “You can either choose to live with your small plans, or to surrender to His big plans”.
I keep thinking back to fall retreat (that I didn’t go to). A big part of me that didn’t want to go to fall retreat was because I was kinda tired of doing things for my growth. Not saying growth is bad, but that I’m not really interested in sponging up things anymore. I guess in a way I’m disappointed right now, because winter conference is like another retreat. I’m hoping I’ll be more “alive” for the outreach sessions. Who knows? It’s better than sitting at home trying to find something to do.
12:38 PM
December 29, 2010 @ 6:32 PM
I might have to take some words back lolz. I really enjoyed the seminars, although I won’t go into too much detail on them. The topics were fasting, reaching out to family, and building a men’s ministry.
I dunno if it’s just me, but everyone but me seems to be enjoying the talks. I kinda wish they were more bible-study like. I guess I’m not the type that needs to get pumped up with experiences? No idea. Or maybe they don’t speak as much to me as they would to other people. Who knows?
I realized just now that I need to watch my time. No more double-dinner dates for me >.<. I guess I’m not the most experienced in having too much on my plate (maybe I should talk to some accountants haha), but I have a feeling (ooo ooo) that I’ll have to start saying no a lot more next term. Or just sleep less =P. I have enough practice with that.
White people are awesome. I should meet more =D.
More to say, but not enough time =P.
6:44 PM